Aelkeleith

Dont know what to say. Dont know where to begin. Everythings spiralling out of control. My freaking sensitive melancholy side.. has came up and make a mess of my days.. Im just fustrated at why its soo hard. Really everything is just soo damn hard. maybe i need to lower down my expectation of my progress in life. I have made plenty of mistakes in my short life. Many of which I wished I had more sense before doing it Vision and dream, i wish I could through the journey with it This is always a positive way to take every step of my progress.. I still have nothing to be proud of, and nothing to accomplish my satisfaction. Aelkeleith

I had been pretty much resolved to work, I would perhaps had made more effort to begin immediately.. But since my resolution was formal and not with 100% dedication The empty slots of the next day where everything fit so nicely because my soul was not yet there.. I feel so bored running through this burden tasks which only make me crazy for mumbling and even somehow.. crying.. when everything aren't going as well as i expected, it will ruin all my day.. I hate my university.